i knew this moment would come. and it has come. strange how you see your ‘strangulation’ coming and just stay there, numb, waiting for the slipknot to slip through your neck. cry you should never and be as it may, you may shit bucketfuls, pop out your eye and let out that asphyxiating sound you normally here in Ngeta lanes.
And this is not about some David Carradine – Auto-electro-erotic Asphyxiation…no.
just fate.
just being me. Being true to who i am, not trying to please anyone…i mean, whats so bad about being basic to your defaults?
i understand. some times its good to pretend. pretend to be good, lie, lie, lie..lie that u good and in the end- will you turn out to be good? Could be…could be..
could it be could it be…that you playing with me…
na na na na nananana…
Due to lack of interest, tomorrow is canceled…
(Kaiser Chiefs, Ruby)
well, never mind. just the inconsistency of thoughts in my mind. reported to work minutes to nine, strode in confidently with a big green and tired green, and slumped at my machine. yesterday was the d-day, and i had to leave where i was parking with my relas. it had been a month and several days of looking forward to this day…the day they’ll simply get tired of this bugger. and they did…called up my folks, foka-d all mistakes i’ve made and dad was mad.mad as mad max.
i had to be recalled…and in preparation for the lecture and all, downed two pilis before hitting the highway to my home, Rome. My room was beckoning…and so was the msomo. But, i like the way dad is open minded. critical, not emotional..rational and all. He was skeptical though of the authenticity absolute truthfuness of my sense and argument. The plate of Plato jus’ plateue-ed rising serving them well at times and the rest of the time, just failed their truth taste buds.The Repubic of the Minds was willing to listen, gladly.
…aaaaand finally, after the census of my sense and non-sense, a consensus was reached. Judge dad rose, imaginary robe/wig neatly adorned and the gavel came down with a re-sounding decision.
that i am my own man now. i got to look for my own place, get my shit together and learn how to live (the way i want)…
but they showed me love. they showed concern. this thawed my icy heart. it melted my tendencies to stray and spray my life with mindless stuff…and i think i’ll change..er, change to fit the life that awaits me…tonight i have no definite place that i am going to spend today, but i am determined to mine any opportunity that comes.
definitely not relas. the circus (though not major – a storm brewed in a tea cup) i have had and heard is jus’ enough.
watch me play the matador with the new ‘freedom’ i have agreed to acquire.
i hope it runs me not into ruins, rather, to greater reigns.
peace.
i got to wank, LOOOL, i mean, work, hehe very funny. 
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- screaming intern
Does that mean you are through with internship now? Back to work or back to school?
Cute pair of handcuffs, btw.